coconut.

and so, i self-sabotaged. out of my fear of not being enough. because in my whole life– no matter how much i tried; i was always being told//shown that i wasn’t good enough. not enough this; not enough that. you should have done this; you should have done that. i always had to prove; i […]

if a woman happens to have a particular superiority; for example; a profound mind— it is best kept a profound secret. humour is liked more; but wit? no. it is the most treacherous talent of them all.

no. its not that.you chose not to do anything all because it didn’t happen to you.you believed in rights, fairness, justice—as long as it served only you. and thats fine. you can have all the double standards you want; on your fucking absolute assessments or measurements of theory and of people.