i haven’t learnt or grow at all. and i am terribly disappointed and upset with myself. i let people bully me. i let people walk all over me. i let people take advantage of me. i let people use me. time and again. repeatedly. when am i going to learn the fine line between trying […]
Month: March 2017
bones cracking.
i am beyond the point of exhaustion. every single fiber of my being is crying out for help. hands and feet; please don’t fail me. brain and heart; please don’t fail me. please don’t fail me now. take me to the finish line.
aren’t we all broken. aren’t we all scared.
on some broken days.
i am just gonna be a donut. because i am round. and i’ve got no filling [feeling] and substance. empty in the fucking middle.
the cheating curve.
on cheating. i do not know about you. i do not know about your integrity. i do not know about your principles. i do not know about your morals. they say- to win, you need to play dirty. but. how do you live with yourself. how do you sleep at night. i rather re-do it […]
a heart break is a heart break. a broken heart is a broken heart. to take a measure; is of cruelty.
the demand and life-battery-supply curve.
people say a lot of shit. but do nothing. its easy to say shit. its easy to word them. but the execution wise- requires way, way, much more; effort than what it sounded like with words. how bad do you want this? be ready to bleed to death.
gracious.
if you have known defeat. if you have known loss. if you have known struggle. if you have known suffering. it’s painful; i know, i know. baby steps.
the astute metacognition-er.
whatever you choose to say- reflects on yourself. whatever you choose to see- reflects on yourself. unless you are a master at being consciously aware.
the grounds you are standing on are mine. and this time, i am taking back every single thing people have taken stolen from me.