bread and butter.

have you drawn a circular vertigo before? yes. you start from the innermost tinniest circle; and gradually draw bigger to the outermost largest [or to infinity] circle. without the innermost circle that you start with, you cannot have the other outermost circles. without the innermost circle that you start with, the other outermost circles will […]

i draw a hot sorrow bath in my despair room with a misery candle burning i wash my hair with regret shampoo after cleaning myself with pain soap i dry myself with my gorgeous white one hundred percent and it will never change towel then smooth on my i do not deserve it lotion and […]

the human bank.

it is always about keeping scores. humans always keep scores to measure something. humans are silly. so i’ll tell you how. you cannot keep the scores in terms of your gains and losses. its the other way around. most importantly- it is always about keeping in check with yourself and the scores; in terms of […]

picking up the pieces.

it is really; a hard and lonely road; it is exceptionally; a painful and agonizing road; it is massively; a demanding [and demeaning] road; it has taken every single fibre of my being. being an anchor for someone [people]; that is.