Author: Rachel Chua

if you can’t go back, then let’s go on a journey. if we go together, we will find a beautiful place- i’m sure; i’m sure. if you can’t go back, then let’s find a new place to go back to. if you don’t have a home to go back to, then let’s find a new […]

priorities. when will you ever learn- that once is all you get. sure, you may get seconds. but really, once is all you get. one chance. because time is not going to wait for you. because chance is not going to give you seconds.

in the darkest moments- i play with my demons. and make sure i win the race.

then maybe there is something wrong with me.

i do not want to build something that can falter easily. and because of that, i definitely do not want to use bricks that stumble easily. i want to build something strong. i want to build something that will last. i want to build something that cannot be broken.

now i am done. and- i do not want to try at all. so i am not going to fix anything. and i am not going to try.

winners never cheat. and cheaters never win. sure, they win the battle. but the war- no, they don’t.

losing my ground; lost my ground. rebooting.

i haven’t learnt or grow at all. and i am terribly disappointed and upset with myself. i let people bully me. i let people walk all over me. i let people take advantage of me. i let people use me. time and again. repeatedly. when am i going to learn the fine line between trying […]

i am beyond the point of exhaustion. every single fiber of my being is crying out for help. hands and feet; please don’t fail me. brain and heart; please don’t fail me. please don’t fail me now. take me to the finish line.