Author: Rachel Chua

i [we] carry it until today. how was i supposed to know that time was running out. that the one piece of paper i had power over; to sign and permit a green light- would give me the rest of my life to live without a father.

if it is something important to you, please please, try to find for it.

if there are many people who do not [want to] acknowledge you- its because people protect their prides, self esteems or whatever; when they are faced with a challenge that they think they definitely can’t win against. when its against all odds to win. or at least, get it done. or make it, doable. trial […]

i am glad you left your smell on my pillow. it will keep me company while you’re away.

there are things you can’t have no matter how much you want them. so usually; it’s easier to just forget them.

even if there are things i want to know about you- i don’t know just how much i can ask.

dad used to tell me; there’s no shortcuts in life. use a shortcut, and you’ll fall short. so far, he is pretty much on point.

discipline will get you there. great habits will get you there. consistency will get you there. if all else fails, find a better timing. if other factors are not within your control- have some ice cream.

i don’t even have a second to feel sorry for myself, if i ever made a mistake. because if i ever did, i would be having way too much fun learning how to solve it better through evolution; or even prevent it in the first place in the future, by mastering new techniques or skills. […]

someone once told me that to them; being kind is one of the hardest fucking thing to do. no one is born with kindness. it is not a fucking gene. kindness is a virtue. it is a choice. a decision. that’s one. kindness is unconditional. kindness will always be unconditional. that’s two. and unconditional is […]