but i’d rather not do what you are doing;or be what or who you are. cleaning up those people’s messes. fixing up their lives. you think you are family;but you are nothing but the help. and you don’t even fucking know it.
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on being a woman.
do you know how//what it feels like to be a woman? because if you are one— that is all you will ever be. you are not allowed to be capable. you are not allowed to be smart. God forbid if you are smart. you are not allowed to have a profound mind or depth.you are […]
the storm after the clouds.
i love running because — its good for my mental health and strength;and most of all, it keeps me disciplined. but no one ever hears the other darker reasons— when i run, the things that haunts my mind; amplifies. i am then confronted by my fears:they stand right in front of me— telling me i […]
and my greatest wish- is to see you in your batik shirt; and waiting for me. and we can just talk, papa. we can talk about how much i really know nothing of this world. we can absolutely talk about anything- just as long as its with you. hope you are doing great in the […]
and what is a woman anyway? a life support system for a cunt.
so you can scream and cry however much you want— just, there are things in life that you cannot get no matter how much or how hard you try. there are seasons for things.
people say love is subjective. its quite simple actually. love is subjective with words. love is objective with actions.
because really; there are some things in life- which are way more important than winning.
sometimes good is not good enough.
that’s enough. this happened today. today. you just took a hit. you suffered a loss. and you do not make major life decisions when you are reeling from a loss.