how convenient and easy- letting someone fight your battles for you.
you and i. will never be on par. we will never be equal. if you do not even know that by now- the motion above stands even more. because i measure by the level of trying. the level of trying. the trying is what i take into account. because that is the most important difference.
maybe everyone should ask themselves whether they meet everyone else’s expectations before they demand for something.
i do not like to owe people because i do not like to be owned by people. because people are conditional.
actually no one gives a fuck no matter how much or how hard you fucking try. so don’t bother. but if it gives a fuck to you- then bleed and try. because honestly- at the end of the day. it doesn’t matter who gives a fuck. it matters that you tried your level best. and […]
on the loneliest moment.
when your whole world is falling apart, and all you can do is just stand there and stare blankly.
accountability search.
is there anyone out there- who is accountable. i could really use some of you people in my life.
on the difficult and compelling art of forgiving.
how do you do it? you only have to forgive once. to resent; you would have to do it all day, every fucking day. all the time. you have to keep remembering the bad things. it is too much work. but forgiving is not fucking easy.
and what is a woman, anyway? a life support system for a cunt. a life support system for a stupid fucking cunt is more like it. is what apparently it is.
oyster.
i really need to hug a tree. i have taken too much of a load; of everyone’s negative energy and emotions- filtered the negativity through my system, and gave them back nothing but positive-ity. although they are not my mistakes; although they are not my responsibilities to bear. but i wonder, i wonder- if i […]